On Thu, 25 Feb 1999, John Schestag wrote:
> Thanks all.....
> Just gave Lizzie her steroid pill and she hated it.  She's gotten weaker
> just since this morning and drools and still purred when I held her and
> looked at me eye to eye with her good eye and then tucked her head down
> into my chest.  She refused drink or food.  
> 
> Her purring has a gurgle/rattle sound now.  Maybe her lungs have filled
> up in just a few hours!?  I called and I'm taking her to the emergency
> vet hospital this afternoon when this vet specialist comes in to do the
> x-rays and ultra sound he was planning to do this coming Saturday.
> Maybe antibiotics?  
> 
> I want her well so badly yet I wonder when she'll tell me it's time to
> let go.  I'd hate to make a big mistake and not fight by her side while
> she's still fighting to live.  Her look and loving mannerisms are still
> there.  Her look is so trusting it's hard to be objective.  When she
> sees me she can now only "mouth" a silent meow.  Poor baby.  
> 
> This is pure Hell!  John
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